is just 10 more days to our 20 mths anniversary. but i was foolish enough to bring this sweet one yr plus relationship to painful end. that two words from your mouth didnt sound like a joke to me at all. my world paused a few seconds. i didnt count anyway. i just know it was long enough to reflect the past 2 years being with you. tears and laughters. my mind was full of you. im now clueless.every drop of tears reminds me of you. i never thought happy moments wld end tt quickly. i find it hard t believe. i rmb u held my hand n said," im ur man". felt as if it was just days ago. as if ure jus next to me a moment ago. how am i gg to smile without u? i rmb how we peeked at each other during lectures. i rmb those times we ran tgth. u cheered me on to end the race well. u motivated me to study. our sch revision at long john silver. our fantasy over killing the zombies. i don wan to run this life marathon alone without u. [When I say jump, you say how high. I ain’t never seen nobody, how they get so high] i feel so crapp now :(( true love ends too. bad romance falls on me.